Decisions.

After all that has been happening lately, i've taken some decisions.

As i've finished the first term of school and realized how hard this fuckin year is, i've decided that i have to dedicate more time to study, seriously. I used to have such great marks which this year make me feel dumb. So yeah i'm up to get them back :D since i've decided this i'm only going to party once a month (it will start when i come back from Brazil). I'm actually glad i came to that point, 'cause i've been wasting a lot of money and yeah i SO need to save money for my trips in summer and in case i wanna go away from homee ( it's very likely). Hopefully i can manage to do that, PLUS, i've realized i've been drinking WAY TOO MUCH lately and it can't be any healthy, i'm going to take it easy at winter time otherwise i'll be dead by summer time.

I think that getting robbed on thursday night and then the tv show* i saw yesterday made me realize about how crazy i've been lately and lucky for nothing worse than gettin robbed happened to me. Time to slow down and take it easy. Party will always be there.

*yeah, yesterday night i was watching a tv show called callejeros and they were showing a night out in BCN by the police. It was actually the places i normally go to party and yeah, the guy who robbed me, came on tv saying that he is the boss of the city when it comes to rob people and yeah apparently he's quite violent..i'm glad only my phone was gone.

this tv show made me think about how lucky i've been all the time i spent around there being completely wasted or just hanging around surrounded by people like this. He's going to the jail now for 15 days, i hope he gets sooooo raped overthere.

so that's it. I'm not even gonna say ''let's see if i can do this'' cause i will. there's just no coming back and i'm happy about it :)

Okay, whatever you say, bro.

well well well well, i've been away for a couple of days and BANG now i have so many things to say that i don't even know how to start.

First thing to say: thursday night was...i don't even know the word to describe it...surreal maybe. lol I met cristina, amanda and zoe to go party.. we all got insanely drunk, i don't remember the last time that i've been soo drunk as thursday night lol anyway, yeah ofc we went to ryans and didn't know where to go afterwards, we had 3 options: City hall wich was a special minimal party ( i'd have enjoyed it very much), BLVD (the shitty one but near and when you're drunk is the best place ever lol ) or Jamboree ( the one that was pretty close too and yeah we thought we would have fun). We were trying to decide where to go when we met some swedish friends at ryans and they told us that they were going to Jamboree. Perfect there we go, we managed to get there at the veeeeery last minute for the free entrance lol had sooooooo much fun inside dancing like crazy. We kept going outside for taking some fresh air cause it was prettyyy hot inside. Anyway, around 4:30 i've decided to go outside for some reason i don't remember and yeah realized that all my friends were actually there haha saw zoe talking to 2 German guys and then cris and amanda were talking to i don't know who but there was a polish guy which seemed to be completely passed out and so on, thing is that i don't know how he fuckin robbed my cellphone from my pocket. yeah FUCKED UP! so i've realized like 10 minutes later, went with the guys to see if we could find him but obviously NOT.

Anyway we kept talking and having fun cause i was like yeah it's gone so what else? guys went inside to get their jackets cause they were closing the club already i think it was around 6am.

Then we have tried to get to the secret bar, ringin the door like crazies but was not a successful idea 'cause nobody opened the door. We stayed around the square while they were smoking and drinking and then 2 random guys came to talk to us aswell. (me and zoe actually know one of them cause he is always bitching around -.-) Thing is that one of them was touching one of the swedish guys trying to get into a fight and one of them told him to be friends 'cause they were sharing the joints and so on. Well all good in the hood UNTIL those 2 guys dissapeared and the swedish guy checked his pocket and BANG his iphone was gone. lol yeah.. seems like it was THE NIGHT TO GET ROBBED! Well we have been looking for them around and bang found one of them but yeah he was completely passed out and probably left the phone somewhere else, luckily we've managed not to get them into a massive fight. Anyway after all that, we've decided to go to Benji's place, one of the swedish guys (they were prolly 6 or so ) got there and listened to some music and then slept. Woke up still being completely wasted and came home with zoe by foot... we had NO IDEA in which side of the city we were and yeah we took the wrong way lol 30 minutes walking being drunk and singing lol was funny.

Anyway we made it home i took a shower and i had to go to cancel my phone line and everything.. had ''lunch'' together and been actually DYING for the entire day cause we only had 2 hours sleep MAX. haha

Anyway, i needed the day today to recover from the night and had my proper sleep. So basically today i've been the entire day at home and did nothing at all.

Tomorrow i'm gonna start packing for Brazil, yeah a week before, cause i have so many clothes that i'll give away to my friends or cousins and then i have to pack MY own clothes which takes me 3 days at least :)

that's it for now, i'm sure i'm forgettin something, but i'm too lazy to tell it all...

ps: there are pictures coming from that night, as soon as i get to see them i'll upload them or maybe not.

we're sleeping on a cloud above the sleeping crowd upon the moving sway shooting stars pull our strings to never steal and sings to chase the ghosts away. We are on an all time high now feel so happy i could cry now, the flicker of an eyebrown says here we go again. We're blinded by the moonlight dancing in the dead of night, once upon a lifetime, baby, let's just get it right. ♥

love xx

Blue Jeans.

Hello hello :)
Finally updating again, sorry for taking my time, but i've been up to a couple of things last 2 days.

Yesterday I started to feel better, still had a massive swollen face with bruises all around.. horrible but yeah it didn't hurt which is pretty good :) I had a friend who came from Ibiza to BCN to skateboard, so yeah I went to meet him at Plaça Universitat, spent there like 2 hours and then came back home. BANG nightmare again, i thought i was gonna die of pain...went to bed almost crying and then managed to have some sleep, kept waking up every 30min. but yeah.. when i woke up this morning i found out that the swelling was ALMOST gone. I'm closer to normal again ahah so happy. As I was feeling so much better i've decided to go shopping with my mum :) bought 3 sweaters, pyjamas, boots, sunglasses and that's it i think :) lovin' my new stuff.

Already found a dress for NYE, in Brazil it's typical to wear white clothes for NYE, but my dress it's gonna be BLUE and i don't care, i'm in love with that dress. Off to buy it on thursday with mommy again :D

Anyway, after shopping I went to have lunch with Cris, took a walk around the city and then ofc, went to lovely Ryans. Where else ? haha
Jorge was there and yeah we helped him with the mint for the mojitos and talked to him for a long while.

Once i was back home, i started to listen to music while tyding up my wardrobe. It's my relaxing time :) listened to a girl called Lana del rey sounds pretty spanish but nope, she's american. Amazing music and amazing voice. I saw that there are a lot of people criticizing her, but yeah if there's something that no one can criticize is that her voice is a very cool one. I like her music so, i don't actually care about people.

Now, i'm considering the idea of going to bed, i have school tomorrow but still not going..another boring morning at home. Dentist told me to avoid stairs during the first week cause otherwise the stiches would bitch and yeah at my school i have 23456789874648993 stairs... so mommy told me to stay at home and chill.. chill.. i'm tired of chilling. LOL thought i would never say that.. nah not tired of chill but hell yeah i'm a hyperactive person, i'm going crazy inside my house haha soon it will be all over and i'll be back to my lovely places around the city.

Will leave you a pic of what i've bought, there is sth missing, my PRECIOUS high heels, i'm gonna show you them any other time :)

blue jeans white tshirt walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn. It was like James Dean, for sure.. you're so fresh to death and sick as cancer.

love, xx

One day.

''Whatever happens tomorrow, we had today. I'll always remember it.''

Well, yesterday night i wanted to watch a movie and started to watch this one: One day. but it was already 2:30 am and i fell asleep, so i had to finish to watch the movie today. All i can say is that I would watch it all again and again and again. Wonderful. Highly recommended.

love.xx

Long before rock&roll.

hello hello, how is it going ?
I'm here sitting at home, freeeezing my ass and checkin every 5 minutes if my face went back to normal again but nope, it got a bit worse today, yeah lol

Been at home the entire day, slept, slept, slept, ate, ate, ate and that was pretty much it until Cris arrived and we found an old agenda from yeeeears ago and then started to laugh at such corny stuff we used to write, funny times :)
Then we've checked pictures on facebook from ages ago and same reaction yeah.. lol i have no idea what the fuck we do when we go out but we look like monsters. Alcohol doesn't really help when it comes to beauty.

Well as i've been at home the entire day there's not a lot i can tell you guys.

hope you all have a good saturday night and nice sunday.

She said I like just lying on the bed beneath the celeing with her head upon my pillow. There's nothing else I'd rather do & I said I'd rather do it on the couch or in the kitchen. Where about you seem so down child like nothing could destroy your world. ♥

well, she tries to hide my huge swollen face :)

xx

''American Dad'' style.

bang bang bang kids, now that i have more time to update i just don't. Bloggin sometimes is just an excuse not to study haha now that i can sleep, whatch movies, listen to music, go out and enjoy the good weather, i kind of forget my lovely and adorable blog.

But yeah i'm back after going out 5 days in a row to the amaaazing ryans, i'm staying in this weekend 'cause i've got my wisdom teeth pulled out yesterday, FINALLY! Hurts to death, seriously and i look like 'american dad' (father), HORRIBLE AND BIG SWOLLEN FACE!

Anyway, since wednesday i've been chilling and have been wondering about life. I have a big mess on my mind about what i'm gonna do next year related to my school stuff, place to live, etc etc etc PLUS missing people makes me nervous and then makes me want to change my entire life in all of a sudden, i think it is prolly one of the worse feelings ever, 'cause you just can't help.

Thing is that now i'm feeling all happy again, planning my trips in Brazil, will meet friends i haven't seen in ages, some i haven't seen for 7 years, my father that i haven't seen for 9 years bla blabla. I'm so excited about going to Brazil, i really think it is going to be a good a very good experience and i want to live it like there was no tomorrow.

Been also planning my trips of next summer, Amsterdam and London, here i come. This sounds like a perfect summer, huh? it will deff be :)
Sooo looks like this weekend i'm gonna start reading a book, listen to a lot of music, sleep and not much more. Next week is gonna be so relaxing aswell, i only have class 2 days and i think i'm not going haah week of bankholidays.

Now, after having the most amazing dinner i could have ever had (sushi)* i'm gonna listen to some music, then read a bit and then off to bed.
*yeah, i have the most wonderful mom in the world, she's taking care of me and my big swollen face, so she decided to bring me sushi for dinner :) ain't it adorable? i love my mom.

this picture is prolly one of the most horrible pictures during my lifetime but hey.. life still is wonderful lol even when you look like ''american dad''.

Have a good weekend, folks.
love, xx

One step ahead!

YEAH YEAH! NO MORE EXAMS ! FREE FREE FREEEE

there we gooo, finally made it through the most horrible month ever in my entire student lifetime haha, i'm so free now! Now THI'S is a good feeling!

I can't even describe it with words haha, in the next days i will sleep so much that you might think i've died. Sleep, eat, drink, do whatever i want to do but study :) just saying.

Counting down the days to go to BRAZIL! Sunbath, summertime, vacation, party...good life.

Then back in Barcelona, a month of cold and shitty weather and then it's already springtime *-* ain't it lovely? Feeling good about this year, wishing summer to come SO bad tho :)

Gonna be off now to clean my house, do my nails and then meet my laaaady 'sirZoe' lol ♥ I thought i would be sooo tired after this month of stress but i'm so hyperactive that i can barely breath! Listening to music and being the happiest person in this world!

I'll prolly update later on ;)

I know i can't afford to stop for one moment 'cause i'm just out of reach of your fingertips.

love, xx